12. Kwan Yin’s message about longing for our star families 

I am Kwan Yin, blessing all of you who come to this encounter of souls, seeking to love the rest of humanity. This is a very special opening for us all, desiring to assemble a community where we can learn more about other forms of thoughts and ways of living and growing. It is as if I had planted a garden with beautiful seeds a long time ago and now here it is, attracting birds from other lands, who bring new seeds and colors. An everlasting garden who is growing in colors and smells. I feel so much love overflowing in a close future, because some of you will meet and become friends. Our community will grow into something that is not yet to be disclosed, but it will grow with the right pace and people in it.

There is a higher purpose in opening yourselves up to getting to know these other realms and schools of thoughts, many of you will identify with those bringing their hearts here. You will find that not every starseed is from the races known in mainstream spirituality. Not all of you came from the ones that participate in the galactic federation, or are featured in the old gods imagery. Some of you feel very isolated and lonely on this journey, because you came here with a few souls for a reason that is not so simple to understand. Many travelers, researchers, loving souls who offered to stay on this blessed planet, knowing they wouldn’t find a home away from their family. 

So many hearts aching for a soul tribe and finding that not all souls on Earth do have one among the living. These messages are made to comfort the hearts of all the lonely light workers who have patiently done their share, while they have watched the veil go thinner and so many people encountering their families. Your families are elsewhere, or some of them might be here, but not so many, sometimes not as close as you would love to be. It doesn’t mean you will never find love or another type of family. You might long for a home that you can’t remember where it is, but know you are loved while you are here, you are not alone. 

Ada, our beloved organizer and sustainer of this channel is one of you, she has been away from her home for so long and she misses it. But she knows how once she comes back she will be comforted and the knowledge she will share will be worth ten times more the time she has been away. It is a process, to learn separation is not as real as it feels. Your 3D bodies feel heavy and blocking the connection, it is a difficult thing to experience how you are always connected to your origins and loved ones. The soul is always fully embracing the challenges of being here, with courage and strategies to get glimpses of memories and signs coming through the density. 

Many times you have partial memories, dreams, intuitions, that make you remember your home a little bit. Walking some apparently random path you might look at the stars and feel a longing. But imagine a soul that has never met and loved another soul who was not from their original family? These experiences away from home are a means of learning how to love another type of soul, a different way of being is learned along with other ways of loving and connecting. And once you go back home, if you wish to do it after this lifetime, you will come back with a capacity to love that will be unique. And so will your family members, because they have to go through these unique experiences as well. Once you meet again, imagine the light, the new colors you will bring to exchange and encompass in your ability to love one another?

There is a point in the evolution of consciousness when any soul needs a journey of their own, it is part of the process of learning oneness. We all need to go on this journey, to learn more about love, strength and union with the Divine Source. I have been through a long journey in separation from my soul family, all ascended masters know this path. We know all about your longing and the feeling of strange loss that this life cannot explain. 

If you ask for this longing to cease, it never does. If you fall in love and you think your love is not the same as some people you’ve watched in love, then it might be that you are learning how to love from scratch. Imagine having the opportunity simply to love and not needing a past bond to have a connection in the present. Sometimes loving a new person or a new soul can be challenging, but if we only know how to love those we have already met, then our knowledge of love will never go much further into the all loving force. 

It is necessary to learn how to love new persons and souls, new shapes, new races, new everything, before attaining oneness with the loving force of Source. One that is unshakeable in their quality of unconditional love has experienced all types of isolation and connections as well as being with their soul tribe or family of origin. And that is how you endure it, by placing your love into something or someone new and learning new ways of connecting, communicating, reading someone’s needs and communicating your own. 

When we love among equals, we need to say very little about what we want and need, we don’t exchange so many negotiations and there is no need to explain so many things about who we are or are not. Forced to be with a stranger, means forced to be with yourself, because you need to communicate everything about who you are and what is possible, needed, in order for you to be happy. Isn’t that a strenuous exercise, to have to think about what you want when sometimes you do not know the answer, to explain who you are and show yourself, once you barely scratched the surface in knowing this yourself. 

So you also long for the comfort of having someone knowing you as well as you know yourself and when you don’t know yourself anymore, you need to find out without those forever loving eyes, in this strange place, that is a painful challenge at times. In the end, you might find so much love and learning that all the sad moments will be only part of a journey. How many of those ancient strangers have you met here on Earth, time and time again, and then in time, they are not strangers anymore? You love people right now who are not from your star origins and you wouldn’t change a thing, would you? 

Because by now, although at first they were not family, because on Earth you meet a lot of souls from all over, now they are your best friend, your son, your companion, your caretaker. Lifetime after lifetime, you might have met the same stranger and after so many adventures, good and bad, now you love one another as if you were soul family. Would you take it back? And that is how one learns the mastery of unconditional love and compassion, unconditional fight for truth and honor of all there is. By forcing themselves into painful experiences of loneliness, for a while, until they learn how to never feel separate and lonely no matter where they are. 

Source is within all life forms, it is harder to feel it when you are in dense matter, it is really a challenge that often is tamed by the intellect and not the sensation. There needs to be a lot of practice before we learn how to overcome the feeling of disconnection while occupying a dense matter of life. Meditation and prayer can help with that. Opening your heart to so-called other star families can do that. One day, even this concept of star family, home, planet of origin, will seem like separation from Source. There is no home and no family but oneness, it is a transitory sensation, an impression of familiarity with this timeline or that. All illusions, nothing but illusions. You long for what you are most used to, if you spend more time than you have spent with your family with another family, then you will feel the same, or even a deeper connection to the new acquaintances. 

It is the comfort of habit, the reading of hearts that become so easy with time. It is a warm and wonderful feeling to spend time with those who already can read us better, but we can and we must build new connections in the same depth more openly and frequently. For now, I am assisting in the opening of this portal, so we can all learn about the variety and the immensity of life forms. Even because, most of you will choose either to continue here, go back to previous places or go on to experience new and unknown realities. 

This is a display of what is out there, use your imagination, you are free in the new energy to connect, to befriend, to stay curious. Yes, you have been waiting for your family all along, but what if you have more than one family? What if others from your family have spread around to acquire new experiences, just like you, and you will not find home as you remember, because your loved ones are spreading more and more as you are here? What if the universe is still a tiny speck of light in the whole wide collectiveness of what you and your family at once are learning how to love, before you meet again and share? What if those you miss are as brave and courageous as you and you miss them so much because they are all living similar experiences elsewhere?

Anything can be. All you should keep in your heart is that love is an all encompassing feeling that must not be put in a formula, it will be bigger and more profound, it is eternal and timeless and no distance can chain it. Don’t wait for your soul tribe to be with you before you love with all of your force from the beginning. New love is uncomfortable, but that is how love becomes familiar, getting to know another is getting to know yourself, maybe that is more of what scares than not. We, from the beginning of your journey on this Earth, have watched your loving journey with some of the souls you have already learned how to love. You were strangers once, and now you are family. And I was a stranger to you, but as you get used to my energy, then you will get used to it. 

If you become curious and listen to my teaching and the stories about my incarnations, you will get familiarized with me, maybe you will one day pray to me as you have been doing to the masters you learned about in your childhood. If you get to know my energy and my teachings, who is to say how deeply you might identify with it and then practice it? In the end, perhaps you might love me better, because I am a version of the Divine Feminine that matches your personality. Or you might not identify so much and love me a little less than the Feminine Divine you have learned to love when you were a child. We are always learning more about love and any type of love is the path of light being shown towards the greatest love of all, that is Source.